Greetings!
I was certain 2006 would be a much better year, however I came into it facing a "do over" mammogram. I had a mammo in November, which showed an area that required an ultrasound and a compression mammogram. I had that done in February 2006. Results were that I had an area of abnormal cells resembling a tumor. So, next came the needle biopsy, which was inconclusive. So, this was followed by an excisional biopsy -0utpatient surgery. This left a two inch scar on my breast, but pathology revealed a benign fatty necrosis, which I guess is not really a tumor.
So, that's all good.
H changed job responsibilities and accepted a promotion. Good for us financially, except this means a whole lot of travel for him. This is quite problematic for me. I think he is really happy with the new job, he must have been hating his old job from the lift I sense in his spirits. I'm totally depressed about his increase in travel, but he is insensitive to my feelings regarding this. My problem. It really makes me sad.
Our move here has [once again] left me without my friends to lean on. I've been here a year already and am just now feeling that I fit in enough at work to be alright. No one to have lunch with yet...it is a pretty clic-ish group here. I have been so exhausted that I have not pursued my water aerobics, so I have no friends to even talk to. When he is out of town again for weeks at a time, I'll be completely alone. Dining alone, sleeping alone, living alone.
This sucks for me.
Guess I'm the only one who can change this.
More later.
